An old song 2

Today i am so tired but dont know why i still can move on, maybe is this song rule the world and a dark frappi mocha make my days. But today this song make me feel that if there is someone just break up not long ago maybe is a good thing, becos u can find someone who more suitable for u. how to know it, this question i dont know but when u really got it, they can bright ur life, and they can blind ur sight and open ur heart by their personality. This is how i think about someone suitable for u. Actually in this world without love is dry and die, i agree 100% but u still got ur friend to cheer u up or a nice drink will cheer u up just depend on u how u wanna accept the fact. But sometime love is not about consume is to let go. Maybe u will be heartache but better than making each other to suffer. Somemore if u feel ur love one is happy than be together with u why not let it go, maybe u feel more better. Becos u will think at least u finally did something to make ur love happy. For me if can i prefer i take all the pressure, unhappy alone oso dont wan let my love one to feel unhappy a sec or a minute. Becos as long as my love 1 is happy, i feel my unhappy and pressure are not so big deal anymore.

Cheating not counted as love, so is good to raise the problem up to prevent other ppl get hurt. lol

An old song

Today i dont know why i suddenly listen back to this song from stardust call rule the world, it make me remember how i meet my baby. Cos i just meeting her by first sight, and i fall in love to her. And she color my black and white world, the feeling is like even i am blind i can feel the world is colorful and see the world. And i can feel my world is full of star and wishes.

Sry baby i so long onli update my blog once, but i know u know how i feel to u.

love u

gain something, lost something

I am so happy that i had finish my course but now i have to prepare for my industry training. My god this is that first time i cant really found a job after 2 weeks. lol. This is so bull shit that i meet up to requirement but not getting a job. So now i hope i get the job in malaysia so i can leave this place. I dont know why i wanna leave this country so much. lol maybe is because cannot on9 porperly and i miss everything about malaysia. but wat i more miss is my girl-friend. Now she is in uk studying so far away. my god i going to miss her badly. But if i can get back malaysia than we can c each other by using webcam. Wow so nice. Why my life is always gain something and lost something. Why i cant just have both together that will be make my life easier. Talking about gain, i have spend my time looking for work, i lost my time, i hope i get to gain something. At least a job that can pass my Industry training. :)

first time having 1 year anniversay

today is me and gf 1 year anniversary. i love u so much soh chu baby. muackssssssssssss. But me and her now is saperate in different place. Our together time is evening 5.45. i miss her so much. today make me remember about how we get together. hehehe. this is my first time having a 1 year anniversary and is my first time having a 1 year anniversary in different place. doent feel very nice. i wan herrr. hehehe. i miss her so much.

Miracle love.

Once i was so emo, now i am happy why? Cos the feeling of love make me change from emo to happy. No matter how tired am i now once i think about my cute cute lovely baby, no matter how tired will become happy. lol. becos i know there is a cute cute girl waiting for me to come back from sdyney. lol hehehe. Hmm but sometime feel sry that i cant be beside her. haih. kinda bad boy friend. ok la becos of her i will try to get good result to make her happy. lol hehehe.

Panda man day.

wah today so tired. today morning once i wake up i saw a panda in toilet. That 's me pandy chew. this nickname just for today. lol. omg to damn sui i almost burn my rice. Next time must sleep more onli go for class if not i will burn my uniform. lol hahaha. talk about cloth today evening when i jogging my pant pecah. lucky is not the bottom 1. lol if not damn shy. But i show my beautiful left leg while i jogging. lol hahaha but sad sad cos my competition track pant pecah, is been few years wearing that to jogging. Noooo.

hehehe, back back back. New howard.

hey, finally get the mood back to blog. But no more emo stuff d. lol. hehehe becos i have brighten by my gf. love her so much. I miss her so much because me and her seperate very far. hehe. Tmr having my second certificate exam my god. hope i pass hehe. Cos i kinda dreaming while looking at my book. Rawr. lol wow guys i am back. Now i at sdyney studying, hope to find a high salary job to buy my dream car kekeke.